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Dear you,

Sometimes, all I want is for you to fight for me.

No, not fight other guys, not fight WITH me--fight FOR me.

I don't understand why you can be so defiant all the time ("please stop fighting with me...please" *keeps fighting* or "don't say that!" *repeats it again*), but when I say "I'm gonna go now" or "no, don't drive over here" you actually LISTEN. Why? The two things I don't even wholeheartedly mean--the two things I say specifically BECAUSE I want you to stop me--you listen to and respond to with an obedient "okay."

For once, please just stand up to me right there and say "no, don't go" or "I don't care; I'm still coming- I'm already on my way." Look past the angry woman on the outside and see the little girl who wants nothing more for than you to chase after her and care for her. I definitely consider myself independent and strong, but there are times when I wish I could just let that guard drop for a little while and have you take care of me. Drive over to my house and hold me while I cry. Call me baby and don't let me get off the phone. Stand up to me when I'm angry. Know that there will always be a part of me that wants to see you, even if I am mad at you- some little part of me is still holding out hope that you're going to come by anyways.

Maybe this is irrational. I couldn't explain it to you last night because I knew you would rip the explanation to pieces--you may still do that. But, it is what it is and I'm sorry.

Sad,
Me

i'm running on thin air.

dear alex,
i know you won't read this until after you get out of jail, but i need to tell you something. i'm done with all of this. our problems and that bitch with the ugly face. smh, i'm just tired of going back and forth with you. and i'm even more pissed that you didn't even call me from jail. i had to find out from her. i'm just done with all of this. you say you love me but i'm not getting that. actions speak louder than words and you ain't doin shit. i guess after all these years i can't deal with this drama. we're never gonna happen. something always comes and ruins shit. there's just no point in trying. so if you see me don't talk to me. don't call me, don't text me, don't even message me on facebook. it's done and over. its sad because i'm starting to think you never did love me, that it was all bullshit. smh a waist of both of our time. i'm sorry. i did love you. goodbye alex.

- karen.

HEY!

does any of you have

I Need You - Tim McGraw

please ): I cannot find it anywhere

dear you,

i know you can feel it already but it's getting harder now to live like this. i wish things were different and i wish you and i didn't handle things so differently. it doesn't feel like there's much of a middle ground anymore as the days go on. i'm not sure how to change but to just give in and doing that didn't feel right today.

hoping for a solution,

me

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Dear This Weekend,

I went to bed Thursday night thinking of the possibilities of you. You, I thought, would bring probably a bit of drama (Newbury related), and probably a bit of cuddling (at Newbury's).

Instead you brought me the realization that really, really, he's not what I need.

Instead, you led me to cuddling with C at Mike's, stealing his number from Cait's phone, and being bluntly told to go after him by a very drunk biff as we left.

As Matt drove me home he told me that he had talked to biff about it, and C was just... all around a better choice. That, no offense, he'd just respect me a little bit less if I ended up dating Newbury.

I don't think that'll end up being a problem, with how he essentially avoided me this weekend, anyway. Was he really sick, or did he just not want to tell me he had other plans?

Interesting turn from last weekend.

Sam.


Dear Newbury,

Although we know I'm easily persuaded, pretty much everyone agreed. And, sadly enough, it's what I was thinking Thursday night, when I tried to imagine any interaction between us this weekend. After that conversation we had, I just can't take you seriously. What are you trying to prove by talking to me, and to whom? Yourself? Ari? Whatever. I don't really believe you, and I never trusted you. We'll see where this road takes us, but I really don't feel like I'm ever going to go on that date I promised you.

I only ever said I guess, anyway.

Woman.

PS: What did you think, when I walked in with him, anyway? Did it matter at all? It wasn't my idea to visit, I promise you that- but it felt strangely reminiscent of the time I walked into First's store with Second, and I'm not sure what that really means, other than that I equate you to him of all people.


Dear C,

......Hmm. Interesting.

We'll certainly see where this takes us.

S.

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Dear World,
Sometimes, I just want to sleep and hibernate for days. I want to cry, and cry, and cry. I want to lay in bed, wallow in misery, sob, be hurt and sad. I want to listen to sad songs, take long showers, and cry some more after that. I retreat from the world, pull aside from life and look from the outside in. I want to be abstract, and hope to feel differently.
I'll get better in time-I always do-but I have to have time, peace, silence, everything, so that I can breathe, and heal, and figure out what's wrong enough that my heart feels like it'll shatter into a million pieces with the slightest wound. I'll be okay.
You just have to let me figure out how to get there on my own.

( Swearing ahead! )

Self,

Things are going pretty well for you right now.  (Other than Shelby and other stupid people). 

Tomorrow you have senior pics :)

Monday, you (hopefully) finally get to talk to Ukyo, the cute japanese transfer student.

In a few weeks, Thanksgiving break will be here.  So thats 4 days you won't have school.  :)

Then in a month and a few weeks, you will have Christmas break.

And...right before Christmas break you will have your last days of Spanish.

And a few months after that, you'll be gone from high school forever.

That is definetely the best thing to look forward to.  :)

So, no worries.  Everything is falling into place.  :)

Love,
me

Dear RL,

 I'm sorry that you're not assertive and that you're a jerk at the same time. You're a typical jock and boy and you would think that they make moves but I guess you're insecure. This is really mean but I guess that's why I'm just writing it here. But what I will tell you is to stop making things so damn awkward. If anything, I'm the one that should be feeling awkward, not you. And since you see that I'm being nice to you even though you're a jerk you should probably do the same back. K thanks.

From,
 The girl you're gonna wish that you held on to






Dear AB,
 You suck. I'm still pissed that you ruined something so great. You were my best friend and you didn't give a shit about me. I wouldn't think that you would have done that to me. I thought I was different. Guess I thought wrong. You wasted my time for 3 years and made me feel like shit most of that time. Thanks for showing me that I can't trust anyone.

From,
 The girl you're gonna regret doing something that horrible to

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